Currently:

I've been craving Pho constantly and instead of meals, I've only been drinking Jasmine tea from home. The only song I want to listen to is "Hey" from the Pixies even though I never knew what they were referring to or what the song's about; it's my song. I haven't been this comfortable with myself and my surroundings in a very long time. I still never sleep, I'm still addicted to coffee, I still get mad, I still get sad, I'm still prideful, I still get envious, I still say things I shouldn't, I still don't talk when I should, I still work too much, I still eat out too much, I still get excited and I still get disappointed but I'm at peace at what I do and how I feel instead of fixing it. This year was a really long journey of finding a place in my own brain that and I think I've found it just in time for the new year.